WHATS BROWN;

aly
annalim
anastasia
celeste
chow
chris
claud
connie
deborahlee
dhini
eunice
grace
guan
hazimah
humairah
jamie bf
jayne
jo
LESSIES
lynnette
mabel
mary
pat
rachel
sam chuii
sam low
sarah
sherry
stacey
tyanne
yanling
yoww

REMNANTS;

PUSH IT.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

it just feels so different now.
so difficult..
and the best part is that i dont know why.
maybe im in denial?
heh.
there's just so many thgs to say.
and i dont know where to start.
im really sorry im keeping you in this situation.
so caught up not knowing what to believe.
im so sorry.
i think i dreamt of this.
this nightmare.
this dilemma.or however you spell that word.
cause i cant be bothered anymore.
im just hiding it all away.
im just taking a step back watching my life pass me by.
yeap.
it sure looks darn complicated here.so darn complicated.
that's why im listening to emo songs.
cause some of em makes no sense.
cus id rather here ones that i dont know what it means.
and it feels so darn good listening to the jamming.
blasting out the problems i tend to think so much of.
you're right.
i think too much.
and i seriously do.
do much i dont wanna think anymore.
so im nt gon reply any msgs.
or think of any damn thing.
im gon pretend everythg's okay.
cause ITS OKAY.

i waited from 1:05 AM

RELIEVE IT;

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